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Nov. 15th, 2009 | 06:19 pm
mood: gloomy gloomy

My mom got in a car wreck. She is fine, but the car is not. I've been driving her everywhere, but we had finally gotten home and I was exhausted, but she forgot she had to get something at Walgreen's and I let her drive. She got out to the intersection in front of our apartment complex and tried to pull out, but some kid who was going too fast snuck up on her and wrecked into the front driver's side. The front wheel and the hood are all messed up--we don't know if they can fix it. Mom thought it was all her fault, but the driver drove off without stopping, so he was obviously not blameless. The next day Mom went to the hospital (she has a huge knot on her head) and they said she has a mild concussion, but is okay otherwise.

Fun. I've been in such a great mood lately (obviously) and then this happens. She's a mess emotionally (as am I), and now we have no car (we're using a rental for now).

Before all that though, Barnes & Noble had another 50% off (plus 15-20% more when you use some coupons) sale, and I bought:



















All for a little over $100 (about $125). The MSRP for the Rohmer set alone is $90-ish.

I should probably return them, but I had opened them already, and $100 won't help the car very much.

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Stuff

Oct. 25th, 2009 | 12:39 am

This is so dorky and cute:


Oh, and one of the kids at school accidentally spilled bright orange paint all over me. The kid felt really bad, but I thought it was fitting.

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I hate life

Oct. 7th, 2009 | 09:29 pm

Like, I get mad when I have to get up in the morning.
 
Anyway, I wanted to post this (I have probably before, but who cares) :


I want to slow dance with him; put my head on his shoulder and have him sing in my ear.

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My Morning

Aug. 28th, 2009 | 07:51 pm

To my left: the 6:20 McDonald's crew consists of two barely competent people that serve both the drive through and inside. I read my order slowly and carefully, as it is large this morning due to the fact I promised the 6 kids I teach in the morning breakfast because of how well they did during my observation (and they did do very well). However, the lady working the drive through can't get it right no matter how slowly and clearly I relay the order.

Behind me: This jackass of a man in some giant car starts yelling me after I start reading my order and he decides that it is too much for the drive through (I like barely started when he started yelling at me). I continue, but as the lady taking the order continues to screw it up, he yells even more, eventually screeching his tires all over the place and speeding his car out of the drive-thru lane (and seriously, I wasn't even there 2 minutes and I've had to wait a heck of a lot longer in the drive-thru lane before).

To my right: My mom, having enough of the man behind us, attempts to get out of the car to confront this man, who undoubtedly could hurt her if they were to fight (and my mom was ready to throw down).

I was able to contain her (barely) and complete the order, but when I had to pull up front so they could get my order Mom went inside, found the guy, and had it out with him.

I did eventually get the food, and the kids did enjoy it (unlike other kids who complained no matter how nice you tried to be). The man apparently was still inside trying to get his food even though we had finished and got the order (for the most part).

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I don't know

Aug. 16th, 2009 | 08:55 pm
mood: crushed crushed
music: Beethoven, "String Quartet no. 16"

Well, two days into the new school year and so far I haven't been beat up or cursed at...yet. It hasn't been so bad, but its still very early (and I haven't had to really teach anything). I like the sixth graders most (as they are pretty much still elementary kids). The older grades not so much, but I like 8th better than 7th. The Spalding part of the class starts tomorrow from 6-9, so I won't get home till close to 10 (which is when I have to go to sleep so that I can get up when I need to (around 5:45 if I go fast). I really don't want to go to that. 

I helped my Mom sign up for Facebook so that she could see pictures of my Aunt's trip to Slovakia. I have not signed up for Face book and never intend to do so. But, after she was finished I used her account to look up some people (just to see who is on). That will be the last I do that, lol. It is just so depressing and made me feel so bad about myself in just the couple minutes I spent browsing around. Like, this girl in high school I was so jealous of--she was validictorian (while I was in 2nd), a cheerleader, and had a cute boyfriend who she smooched and giggled with all the fu&*^(ing time. Plus she was really nice and likeable, which of course made it even worse. Well, she married that boyfriend and they have the cutest little baby. Sigh. I just hate life. People do so well (and I don't begrudge them that really) but my Mom is in tears because her legs hurt her so much and no one can do anything, and then I can't find a job for anything so that she can at least retire and I can help support her (instead of her supporting me). Then, I looked into getting a car (finally), and they told me I already have $37,000 in debt (from college loans). I mean, might as well be a million for christ sakes. I'll never be able to pay that off, but they'll rake me over the coals till I do. I just, again, hate life.  

Mad Men starts its new season tonight. Hopefully this season is as good as the first two.

Oh, and Rick Pitino just needs to stop. UofL football is depressing enough, I don't need to lose basketball as well.

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A little bit of both

Aug. 9th, 2009 | 02:34 pm

-So, school starts this week (well, I had to go to an all day inservice this past Thursday too, but anyway). I have inservices Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday then the kids start Thursday. According to the teacher I will be working with, our kids are "intense", lol. The good thing (maybe) is that we will be working most with the new sixth graders, so hopefully they are still in fifth grade mode (and I am more comfortable working with that age group).
 
-I bought a new printer (I haven't had a printer in a very long time), but I'm too afraid to set it up just yet. Printers are so fragile and expensive, and I just want it to work and not give me problems (which isn't very likely).

-I've been watching my "Criterion DVD Mania OMG I Spent So Much Money But Paid a Ridiculously Low Price for Each One Extravaganza". I really love the Shimizu Box set (which, having now seen the films, is worth the regular price, as that is the only way to see those films in the US and they are so good). They are (mostly) very light and start off with a very leisurely pace, but kind of unfold as they go along and by the end turn into really beautiful, complex, and moving pieces. I also loved "2 or 3 Things I know About Her" (which once again somehow manages to make philosophy and academic political discussion surprisingly emotional and tender). I'm not articulate enough to explain Godard, but I loved this film (and it made me cry several times, even the second time when I was primarily listening to the commentary track).

-Have you heard of Judy Canova? If not, you're missing out. She's a much needed "new favorite"; a kind of country Joan Blondell if she only stuck to comedy, could sing, and looked a little like Lily Tomlin.

Here is a TCM page with some clips for her movies.

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The End of Summer (not that it ever started really) or How I spent all my money

Jul. 23rd, 2009 | 06:22 pm
location: home
mood: meh
music: La Roux, "Tigerlily"

I haven't posted in awhile, but here's some of what's going on with me:

-I start student teaching next week (maybe? I have to see when the teacher I am working with wants to set up her room). My first assignment is at a middle school in a self-contained BD/MMD room (so, that should be fun) and then my second assignment is in a primary (k-3) resource room (much more my speed and what I hope to do when I finish). I wasn't supposed to get paid for student teaching, but since I'm a lowly assistant (who makes very little money), the school board let me keep my job if I still need it after student teaching and will pay me my regular assistant salary while I student teach. So, that's a relief as far as that goes. I'm nervous about student teaching, but not as much as others seem to be (and that makes me a little more worried, especially considering my assignment is in a seemingly more difficult place than theirs).

-I have finished all of my classes except for student teaching and capstone (which are combined). I just finished last week, so I have gotten a whole 2 weeks summer vacation (after going non-stop since Christmas through TWO hydroplane classes and then this joke of a technology class I ended with). I am so tired.

-I am fat again (maybe not as big as before I started, but close). Stupid school(s) took all my time and TWO hydroplane classes was just too much for me to take (the teacher was pretty much my father's twin). I started working out again this week, but I've got a long long way to go before I am respectable again. In a way, being this way again is soul-crushing, but I'm trying to ignore those feelings right now. Hopefully student teaching won't take up all of my days/nights/weekends like normal classes and working did for the past year. 

-In the meantime, I've tried to stay sane by dreaming of apartments, cars, and less embarassing times ahead. I'm going to apply to schools in Savannah and see if they'll hire me (since there are no jobs here). I was ready to buy a car, but the IRS got after my mom and I had to help her out (so the car will have to wait). I've been finding a lot of cool design blogs that are very distracting (in a good way), particularly Design Sponge

-Barnes and Noble is having a ridiculously good sale on Criterion DVDs. The sale is 50% off the regular price, but there are tons of online coupons that end up taking anywhere from another 5 to 20% off. So, I've gone a bit crazy and pretty much crossed off everything on my wishlist. I got:



There are four films in the set, and I've already watched two and loved both (especially 'Mr. Thank You")



I've watched "Street of Shame" so far and it was great.



Haven't watched these yet, but they look so cool and I am very excited to see them.



I had seen this already and it was really fun (though not earth shattering or anything). I need something fun, lol.



This has both versions, and I watched the Sirk version (pictured on the cover) so far and thought it was very good.



Will watch this next.




And this after that.



This was surprisingly good (I had never seen any of Rossellini's films before)



This is in process of being shipped



As is this one. I haven't seen any of his films and this is my only risky purchase, but it seems too interesting too pass up (especially given the sale price).

Sp, I got all of these for a little over $100 total (and I couldn't have gotten the first two items alone for $100 paying the normal price). Criterions are so expensive normally, but are really great if you can get your hands on them. I usually troll eBay and buy them used, but this sale is the lowest I've ever seen them and I got them for about the same as I would if I got them used off of eBay. 

Now I have something to keep my mind occupied for the foreseeable future (besides student teaching and all that stress).

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"You ain't my woman. Don't touch me."

Apr. 2nd, 2009 | 08:49 pm


Okay, so the men's team didn't make the Final Four in basketball (stupid Michigan St), but the women's team did for the first time ever! So, they had a big party/send-off for the team yesterday and Mom and I went to see them. We got there 3 hours early (to get up close) and had lunch. While waiting in the big open area (where the party was) a wide varitey of interesting people went by. One was this buisnessman who had the most over the top snooty look on his face. Not only did he have a stick up his ass, but it went clear on through to the top of his head. Then, a homeless man walked by, giving me a crazy look and then telling a woman near him "You ain't my woman, don't touch me" (and she wasn't really near him or touching him at all, lol). Later, when Mom went into the Hard Rock Cafe to get a coke, he was in there and was next to her at the bar. He told her the same thing (even though she was far away from him). However, we then saw Chase Cain, the new reporter on the local TV station, who we both think is cute as hell (lol). He's like our own little Anderson Cooper, and his name is really fun to say. He was there to report on the party, so we got to watch him and his crew set up and everything. He did not, however, interview us (what a shock, lol).

The party itself was fun. A lot of people showed up (because the men lost and the town has been a bit depressed about it, I was worried people wouldn't come and support the women) and we got some free stuff. Oh, and I took some pictures (and played around with Photobucket's new picture editing--lol, sorry, I even embarass myself with my pre-teen like behavior).


 



Chase Cain (obviously, lol)



Our All-American Angel  McCoughtry (she is ridiculously good; she reminds me a lot of Sheryl Swoopes)

Chauntise Wright (my favorite--gotta support the big girls-- but she got injured this year) and Angel




Its Spring Break for me, so I don't have to work this week. However, I still have ridiculous amounts of work to do, so I'm not getting much rest. I did my taxes too, and I won't be getting much of a refund (I make like $200 more than the cutoff for the tax credit--so I'm broke and at poverty level, but not poor enough). I've got to set up Student Teaching for next year as well (where I will lose my job, because I can't work and student teach at the same time). Laaaaaame.

I did see "Chungking Express", and it was fantastic. I love Tony Leung, and he has the best "star enterance' I've ever seen. I also can't get the Cranberries "Dreams" out of my head. And I want a giant stuffed animal, lol.

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Man in the Moon

Mar. 26th, 2009 | 07:38 pm
mood: drained drained
music: Jason Mraz and Colbie Callait, "Lucky"


So, I found "The Torkelsons" on YouTube. I love this show so much, lol. Its what life should be like. Mom and I would watch it when it was on TV and both of us would be crying at the end of pretty much every episode.




School is god awful, and takes up all my time. UofL's basketball teams (both the men and the women) are playing in the tournament (and the men are the overall #1 seed), and I've been stressing over them too (as if I didn't have enough stress already). Hopefully they'll win though and I can have something to be happy about for a little bit.

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Happy Birthday to Me or How I Got Totally Embarassed at Buca di Beppo

Feb. 22nd, 2009 | 02:56 pm
mood: drained drained
music: Santogold, "L.E.S. Artistes"


As is tradition, some personal eye candy for my birthday...

 

Happy Birthday! )

 

 

Happy Birthday! )

 

Happy Birthday! )


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I went with Mom to Buca di Beppo for my birthday and got squeezed into this tiny little table by the bar area (the place was packed and far more crowded than I have ever remembered seeing it). On the little placemat paper they listed all the specials and events they were having, and on there was listed that if its your birthday you get a freee cake (Red Velvet cake no less) and a ten dollar gift card. I already had printed off an e-mail they sent me for a free dessert on my birthday (I'm on their mailing list apparently) but this was even better. I told our waiter (who was ridiculously handsome and looked like like a beefier Will Estes) when it was time that it was my birthday, explaining about the coupon and all that (so they'd believe me). Another lady must have said it was her birthday as well, and I got to see her get the cake and the giftcard. I was expecting the same, but low andbehold our waiter came out with cake, a candlelabra, and preceded to get the whole place to sing happy birthday to me. Tey did not do that for the other lady, and had I known I wouldn't have told them in the first place, lol. It was nice but I hate that kind of thing.

Oh, and

8:00pmDevil and Daniel Webster, The (1941)
A farmer sells his soul for seven years of good crops.
Cast: Edward Arnold, Walter Huston, Jane Darwell, Simone Simon Dir: William Dieterle BW-106 mins, TV-G
 
10:00pmEast Of Eden (1955)
Two brothers compete for their father's approval and a woman's love.
Cast: Julie Harris, James Dean, Raymond Massey, Burl Ives Dir: Elia Kazan C-118 mins, TV-PG
12:15amSounder (1972)
Black sharecroppers during the Depression fight to get their children a decent education.
Cast: Cicely Tyson, Paul Winfield, Kevin Hooks, Carmen Matthews Dir: Martin Ritt C-105 mins, TV-PG
2:15amSoutherner, The (1945)
A sharecropper fights the elements to start his own farm.
Cast: Zachary Scott, Betty Field, J. Carrol Naish, Beulah Bondi Dir: Jean Renoir BW-91 mins, TV-G

Check out 10pm...eerie ain't it! :) And its on just as I get back from class (so I won't miss it). Plus, The Southerner is on @ 2:15 (and its ne of my favorites).

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An excercise in procrastination (Part 3)

Jan. 11th, 2009 | 07:35 pm

And now presenting the top ten and wrap-up...

Don't Read Unless You've Read the First Two! )

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An Excercise in Procrastination (Part 2)

Jan. 1st, 2009 | 06:21 pm
mood: artistic artistic


Don't peek! Read Part 1 first...

Part 2! )

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An Excercise in Procrastination, 2008 (2009 really, but you know...)

Jan. 1st, 2009 | 04:56 pm
mood: artistic artistic

So, last year I did my own little awards after I kept track of all the movies I had seen over the course of the year. That was sort of fun, and I decided to do it again this year (please contain your excitement). I didn't watch as many movies, but I think they were overall a lot better. Plus, this post will be pretty big, so this is just part 1 (lol).

List of films (in viewing order, not quality) :

1.L'Eclisse

2. Sinner's Holiday
3. Ikiru
4. Flight Angels
5. The Fallen Idol
6. The Crowd Roars
7. There Will be Blood
8. Pickup On South Street
9. The Diving Bell and the Butterfly
10. The Ox-Bow Incident
11. I Shot Jesse James
12. Johnny Belinda
13. Scandal
14. The Steel Helmet
15. The Miracle of Morgan's Creek
16. Le Quai des Brumes (Port of Shadows)
17. Great Expectations
18. The Magnificent Ambersons
19. A Man for All Seasons
20. In Good Company
21. The Double Life of Veronique
22. Shoulder Arms
23. Crimes and Misdemeanors
24. I, Fidazanti
25. Summertime
26. Wages of Fear
27. The Scarlet Empress
28. Easy Living
29. The Naked Kiss
30. As a Woman Ascends the Stairs
31. La Roue
32. Suddenly
33. La Bete Humaine
34. My Darling Clementine
35. White Mane
36. L'Avventura
37. Shortbus
38. Playtime
39. Shanghai Express
40. The Assasination of Jesse James by the Coward Robert Ford
41. Munich
42. High and Low
43. Lady for a Day
44. Stolen Kisses
45. Female
46. Touchez Pas Au Gribisi
47. The Cranes are Flying
48. Happy Together
49. Wall-E
50. Ali: Fear Eats the Soul
51. Talk of the Town
52. The Dark Night
53. Ace in the Hole
54. Bird of Paradise
55. Ossessione
56. Nights of Cabiria
57. Sansho the Bailiff
58. The Furies
59. Tokyo Story
60. Throne of Blood
61. Vicky Christina Barcelona
62. Le Samourai
63. Classe Tous Risques
64. Mr. Arkadin
65. Fallen Angel
66. Kiss of Death
67. The Earrings of Madame De
68. Blast of Silence
69. Barry Lyndon
70. Brute Force
71. The Thief of Baghdad
72. Band of Outsiders
73. Murder My Sweet
74. All the President's Men
75. They Live by Night
76. A Canterbury Tale
77. Une Femme est Une femme
78. Kiss Me Deadly
79. Pierrot Le Fou
80. Fat Girl
81. Le Deuxieme Souffle
82. Le Plaisir
83. In the Mood for Love
84. Lust, Caution
85. The Ice Storm
86. Tokyo Twilight
87. Le Doulos
88. Hobson's Choice
89. Out of the Past
90. Le Cercle Rouge
91. The Ascent
92. Le Notti Blanche
93. Milk
94. L'Atalante


And now, hear are some moments that are worth mentioning, but I couldn't find anywhere else to put them...

Memorable Moments

-Dream Sequence, L’Atalante

This film almost made the top ten, and as I let it sink in it might end up there later on. While the whole film was excellent, the standout moment occurred when the newlywed couple fight and separate, losing each other in the big city. As their anger cools and regret and longing set in, the two imagine making love to each other in their dreams. The scene is not graphic at all and doesn’t show the couple physically together. Instead, the actors act as if they were touching, and each movement is gentle and full of emotion. While on paper this may sound weird, it works out beautifully in the film (go see the movie or just take my word for it).

-Betty Hutton lip-syching, The Miracle of Morgan’s Creek

The whole movie is a hoot, but the hysterics get kicked off early on when we are introduced to Betty Hutton’s character. She works in a record store, and is putting on a little show for some gentleman customers by lip-syching to a record of a man singing with a ridiculously low voice. The scene just put me in stitches, and I actually went back and watched that moment again after the film was over.

-Candlelight March, Milk

Overall, Milk wasn’t as good as I wanted it to be, but the final scenes of the candlelight march were very moving, and especially powerful because of my orientation and the current political battles going on.

-The Wedding, The Cranes are Flying

The whole film is just gorgeous and very unique, but it reached another level as a certain character dies and in his final moments dreams of the wedding that never took place.

-Man’s Best friend, Port of Shadows + Le Notti Blanche

Oddly, both of these films featured subplots about the main character and his relationship with a stray dog. In both films these subplots steal the show, as one dog provides a tiny happy ending admist heartbreak, and the other remains loyal and protective even after the main character’s death.
 
And now, some real awards... )

 

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Christmas in Dawson's Creek

Dec. 29th, 2008 | 09:11 pm
mood: okay okay
music: Beyonce, "Single Ladies"

Mom and I went to Savannah for Christmas, and it was a really nice trip. Savannah is beautiful, and the area surrounding it looks just like Dawson's Creek, lol. We stayed on Tibee Island, and had an oceanfront room. The view wasn't as nice as Virginia Beach (which has a boardwalk that is full of Christmas lights), but the beach was nicer, and there were even dolphins and sand dollars to be found. 

The best part, however, was that we got to eat at Paula Deen's restaurant. It is really hard to get into (you have to get in line at 9:30 in the morning to make reservations for later in the day), but we made it fairly easily. Before going down, Mom and I wanted to meet her sons, who run the restaurant. They do a lot of other things as well (they have a show on the food network as well), but they're both really cute and both Mom and I wanted to meet them. We didn't expect them to be there, but joked about seeing them the whole way down. Well, guess who walks in just as we do--both of the sons (Jamie and Bobby). Mom rushed across the street and bought a cheap disposable camera, and then she got her picture taken with them. She was so cute and nervous, and they were so nice to her. Then, as if that wasn't enough, we got to eat the food, lol. My favorite was the sweet potatoes and the garlic cheese biscuit you get at the beginning (from "Brandon the Bread Man", who was really cute himself), but everyhting was just wonderful. 

Today my Mom got the pictures developed, and the picture of her and the boys truned out really well (especially for a disposable camera). She was really happy about that, so that was good. 

It was so nice not having to go to work or school for a whole week (and then having this week off as well, though being out of town and away from everything was what I needed). And now I want to watch Dawson's Creek.  

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What I want for Christmas...

Dec. 10th, 2008 | 08:32 pm


I found two new websites (new to me anyway) and now I want to have lots of money to buy things I don't really need (but are pretty and/or cool). lol

Like,





These are special edition books by Penguin classics, that are a reasonable price, but only if you're in England. In American currency, they cost a bajillion dollars. 

And 

 The Arabian Nights: Tales of 1001 nights Giftset
A set of 1001 Arabian Nights (also by Penguin). This is both expensive in England AND in America (though only available in England, but it can be shipped to the US).

And I want an apartment that I can decorate like the folks featured here: http://www.designspongeonline.com/

And then I want Photoshop so I can make things and do stuff (lol) and I want to figure out how people take images and blow them up super-size (like to fill an entire wall). This site (http://vi.sualize.us/ ) has wasted so much of my time (which I don't really have much of in the first place). I want to make alternative movie posters for movies I like, like:

Breakfast At Tiffanys

And I want to just be distracted.

School is ridiculously lame and stressful, and feels more and more like a moneymaking scheme on the part of both the school system and the university. PLUS, the new superintendent wants to do away with all Instructional Assistant jobs, so not only will they not hire me as a teacher, they're going to take away the crappy though I still like it because of the kids job. And have I mentioned how crappy my job has gotten? They had moved me to a new teacher and team of techers, all of whom believe that even though I have almost the same level of education as they do that they are VASTLY superior to we little wee assistants, and that even though we have tons of children (seriously, its like they multiply every day) and end up re-teaching everything and doing all the crowd control, we are not worthy of being told what the *&^% is going on at any given time and then get pissy when we just make something up in the meantime. This was not the case at all with the last teacher (who had a temper with others, but never treated me as anything other than an equal). Its so frustrating and insulting, and then on top of it they are so snooty and then go and backstab each other and talk shit about each other, but still refuse to do anything logical and helpful.

Plus Spalding sucks and all the classes are terrible. PLUS, if you ever complain they apparently black ball you. The grades are completely shady and arbitrary, yet are supposed to scare us into submitting. One professor I just finished with was okay, but even she wasted TONS of time and ended up not really teaching me anything that wouldn't be obvious to anyone who has spent more than a week or two in a classroom.

PLUS FCCCamp has gone to shit, as I'm exhausted and tired and stressed out to the max (and forced to bite my tounge non stop).

Anyway,

--Kanye's new CD is awesome and I listen to it all the time (though its depressing too, but in an uptempo fashion). I haven't bought Beyonce's CD yet (so add that to the Christmas list).

--I bought "My-So-Called Life" for $20 on eBay (and it usually costs around $40). I love that show.

Oh, and the UofL football team is GOD AWFUL, two years removed from being in the Orange Bowl and a game away from playing for the national championship. That coach left, and the new coach has just destroyed everything, and because he's BFFs with the Athletic Director he's not going anywhere. The mens basketball team, which started the year ranked 3rd in the counrty (and a favorite for the Final Four), lost to the non-ranked Western Kentucky, and it wasn't even close. THEN the women's team, also ranked in the top ten nationally (which has pretty much never happened), lost to an un-ranked Nevada team.
 

AND (lol) my cat decided he no longer wanted to poop, so we had to take him to the vet. She didn't really have any solution (he was most likely just constipated), but since we had to put down his sister years ago because her digestive ststem broke down (she had kidney problems) I freak out because I think he's going to die soon now. He's not really (that I know of), but I worry about it, especially since he's getting pretty old and him dying now would be just the kind of thing that usually happens at times like these.

Manda, I want to see you and Jaffer and the baby (but won't be able to anytime soon). Say hi to Maya too.

Mo, I want to go to Chicago too and want to hear from you. During Obama's acceptance speech there was a person in the crowd who looked just like you.

LMAO, I'm just a mess (I'm ok, but way too stressed and I don't handle stress and doom and gloom very well).

Oh, and this site is awesome and has lots of free music from old LP's that you'd find at the the thrift store. http://learning2share.blogspot.com/

I found a song on there called "I'd have wrote you a letter but I couldn't spell *yuuuckkkfft*". Its fantastic.
 

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Okay, I've called down a bit...

Nov. 5th, 2008 | 07:10 pm
mood: drained drained


LOL

Last night was very overwhelming. Mom and I canvassed over in Jeff (that place looks so different now) till about 1:30 or so after voting at home right when the polls opened at 6am (it took about 45 minutes, as the line started in the parking lot of the church). Most of the people we canvassed weren't at home, and we only ran into a pissy republican once (and only one guy who was obviously on drugs). We went to both the trailer park AND the housing project (well, Jeff's equivalent), and the projects were significantly less scary, lol.

Then we went home and I stressed and obsessed on the computer till the coverage began in earnest on the major networks. I was super worried until PA was called pretty early on for Obama, but even then I wasn't going to assume anything. Then, watching all the people start to fill into Grant Park I began to choke up a bit, but still held it together. Finally, Charlie Gibson declared Obama the winner right at 11pm, and I just lost it and sobbed and cheered and was a silly basketcase. I thought about the kids I work with--the little black boys who don't know much, but know Obama and look up to him more than they do Lil Wayne or LeBron. I also thought about the kids who with confused looks on their faces told me about how their parents said "not nice things about Obama", that they heard he kills babies, and that "his middle name is Hussein"--though they didn't know why that was bad. I hope that they will live in a world were such hate is more of a rarity, and the hope that has been created makes up for at least some of the gross damage caused by our country's attitudes for almost a decade. Then, I thought about Steve Schwerner and the Civil Rights Movement class I took with him, and how those people would have reacted to the news. Seeing John Lewis all over the TV in a total loss for words was really moving. Even Jesse Jackson, who has been just an embarassment lately, got to me, as he was a big part of it too (despite his recent ridiculousness). I loved that Obama was able to win states like VA, NC, and IN, as that bipartisan appeal was one of the things I like most about him. He is a liberal, both also very practical, and realizes that he doesn't know everything and that conservative voices are needed (though not in charge, lol). I remember watching him at Kerry's Democratic Convention and just crying, as his words at that time were such a bold dose of reality and rationality that was so very much needed. Hillary would have been a fine President, but their campaign would have been just a full out partisan war, and while Obama vs. McCain wasn't pretty, Obama never slinged the mud and held his tounge for the greater good. 

Yet, this morning I learned that gay marriage was beaten in both Florida and California and that African Americans, who so greatly voted for Obama, voted against gay marriage 70% of the time. Obviously, while Obama's victory was a great achievement, there is much work left to do. However, it gives me even more comfort in the fact that Obama is now our President, as he is not shy about stating his case for more liberal causes to not so friendly confines and doing so in a respectful and intelligent way. He can be a great advocate (and has already been so on the campaign trail, talking about the need for LGBT equal rights to many a conservative audience), so there's hope.  

Oh, and I liked this cartoon I saw:

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History!

Nov. 4th, 2008 | 11:07 pm





Merry christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nov. 4th, 2008 | 09:51 pm
location: Cloud Nine
mood: ecstatic ecstatic
music: The fat lady is singin'!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

More later...

LOL!!!!!

OBAMA CHEEZBURGER

YES WE CAN!!!!!!!!!

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VOTE! (for Obama of course)

Nov. 3rd, 2008 | 08:33 pm
mood: anxious anxious




Mom and I will vote as soon as the polls open then go work in Indiana from 9am-6pm. In the words of those kids..."I want OBAMA!"



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"If you vote McCain there will be some drama..."

Nov. 2nd, 2008 | 02:10 pm
mood: nervous nervous


LOL I think that is too cute (especially when they get a little off beat at the end).

Monday I have to drive Mom to her doctor in Cincinatti, then Tuesday is Obama day, as she and I will be working over in Indiana to GOTV. Lord Jesus please let Obama win...

Oh, and apparently Oprah had trouble with the voting machine when she early voted--and now is having a voitng special on her show on Monday. LMAO Pissed off Oprah= Obama landslide (I keep picturing her as Hulk Hogan going "whatcha gonna do brother when Oprah runs wild on yooouuu!" LMAO).

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